stuck awake ~!~

there i go again
making assumptions
paranoid

analyzing things that need not be analyzed
drawing conclusions based on little evidence
always for the worst

reminiscing about the past
the good times
the bad
focusing upon how the good will not occur again
and the bad is doomed to repeat

realizing the impact my past mistakes
have had on my current situation

bad thoughts
negative thoughts
destructive thoughts

keeping me awake night after night
unable to have a moments rest
for once the distractions are gone
they are free to reign again