anti social

yesterday i felt the need to express myself to others
communicate with
engage others
a feat i was unable to accomplish

now there are people around
and i no longer the need to be around them
no longer desire to chat with them
to listen to them
to even be amongst their presence

today is not a day for many
nor a few
but one, maybe two others

ones who will allow me to remain in my daze
let my mind go where it goes
and never question nor try to alter it
nor try and convince me to think and or do otherwise

this is what i wish for at this moment