sober tears ~!~

sometimes, i wish you would keep some secrets to yourself
"see now you know what you were like"
you didn't want her
did you not want me either?

i had moved on as fast as i had
with the knowledge that there had been something there
and now, there's a possibility there wasn't
that i was merely an aggressor
forcing myself upon him
to the point where he didn't know how to say no
and simply went along with it
leading me to believe there was a mutual connection?