one eighty

I'm taking a break from the one thing in my life that consistently brings me down, drinking. At least for a little while. I need to give my mind and body a break from it. It's destroying me physically and mentally. It's no longer the fun pass time it used to be, simply an igniter for mistakes. A cleanse for my body and soul. Along with this I'm also developing different ways in which to interpret and proceed with my love life, or lack there of. The way in which I had been going about this before has only failed, and I've witnessed it fail in friends as well. While I shall not as actively pursue a man, I'll take what I get, but will only continue with what I manage to obtain with a sense of security, and a level of commitment,