this is why ~!~

there was a reason behind why
i stopped caring about men
i no longer wished to be hurt

and, yet, here i am
feeling the emotion i had
for so long
wished to avoid

i had been careless
found someone that tricked me into believing
he was different than the others

he was
but the end result is always the same
i am left behind
hurting
abandoned
while he simply goes on with his life