realization ~!~

last night i came to many realizations about my own life
all the worries of yesterday simply vanished

never once did he cross my mind
no matter how hard to conjure up his image i could not
i began to myself for who i truly am
and realized my happiness is not dependent upon other people
if someone does not accept me for the person i've am
or the person i've become
i can just as easily find someone else who will

and for the first time in awhile
i felt beautiful
both inside and out
a feeling i could enjoy growing accustomed to

not only that
the distance between those i was close with last semester
became apparent to me
but not in a melancholic, reminiscing sort of way
but in an understanding and accepting we

we simply do not vibe well anymore
we have diverged
meandered down separate paths
and that's fine
it's all part of life