logic, who needs it ~!~

much of the time
my thoughts are not logical

i'll understand the reason why an event has occured
and yet, i'll still believe whatever irrational reasoning i have in my head

i always feel that everything is my fault
no matter what case is
it's all because of me

whenever anything falls apart
it was due to a fault of mine
that everything came crashing down

and no matter what anyone may tell me
i will never trully believe them