28.3.10

an emotional rollercoaster ~!~

i'm growing tired of this constant up down up down
cycling through the various mentalities of the human machine

with no knowledge of which one lies next
and which will emerge victorious

presiding over all else

emotions that, in the past, i had experienced rarely
are becoming a daily occurrence
i cannot cope with them
for i cannot recognize how to address them

a constant back and forth
from one extreme to another
from one state of mind to the next
one emotion after another

without any consistency

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