31.3.10

conscious awareness

i must be consciously aware of my state of mind

happiness, for some, may come and remain
without any active participation on the person's part

i, however, must actively pursue this goal
dismiss events, and occurrences that may hinder this goal
and once achieving the end result acknowledge
and consciously participate in it

i must be aware of my happiness
and once i am able to do such
will be able to work better at maintaining it


if i allow myself to passively engage my emotions
i will once again be taken on that wild ride

a constant plunge between one extreme to the next

no, i cannot passively experience my own self
i must actively seek out what triggers me to behave in certain fashions

the cause of the constant up down up down

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