triggers abound
recalling days of the past
back at home
when i was younger
not by much but significantly so
days revolving around restriction
sacrifice
discipline
and increasing satisfaction with myself
memories of these days
will revert me back to old habits
bad habits
ones that, oddly, kept me sane
kept my mind off the problem at hand
and focused on a sub-problem
one easily fixed
with attainable goals
sure to bring me some measure of joy for the time being
with a goal to rid me of my current
a goal to erase my current mind state
and replace it with one it's more familiar with

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