addicted

nothing else to do at home, except blog
it's a great release too

i forgot why i stopped


i'm usually too busy at school to remember to post
but i think i'll stick to it this time

at least every few days
maybe not everyday


this is keeping me sane though
crazy as my posts may seem

it's like a log of my mental states
this day i felt this way
this day i felt completely different

i can look back
and recognize what triggered what emotion
and work towards understanding myself better


also, it's relieving to get all this shit off my chest
i prefer writing to talking