amazing day ~!~

basking in the sun
consuming those vibrant rays
with all the joy that came along


a couple of beers at four
and many many more

but not too much
to the point of functionality
and happiness

i am content right now
as is
without having sex tonight

just talking to people
that's all i need
people to talk to
to really talk to

and i found that tonight
and it's made me feel better
than i have in a while

fuck sex
fuck blacking out
fucking getting fucked up (haha)


who needs that?
i just need real people to talk to
converse with
engage, as a human

that's what i want