it's bullshit ~!~

I don't care how many times he claims that he's thinking about me 9 out of 10 times or that he simply doesn't communicate well, gets distracted, falls asleep easily, I can't bring myself to buy it. If you truly are interested in someone then you will give them your attention. Especially when I've expressed my annoyance with how often he falls asleep on me, how many time he simply forgets he's talking to me etc. If you a.) find someone interesting and b.) know that you frequently ignore them and c.) know they are annoyed that you do one might assume you'd do something to remedy the situation. At the very least at least tell me that you're tired, or tell me that you're busy doing something else. Don't fucking start having a conversation with me and then pass out in the middle of it. If you know you're going to fucking fall asleep, tell me you're going to bed. That's better than the few minutes I continue talking to you as if you're listening, followed by the hour or so I assume you're ignoring me. This is becoming a nightly fucking thing, and I'm getting sick of it. How am I supposed to feel when every time I talk to you you just fall asleep. And tonight you even said you'd stay awake to talk to me, that you'd remain awake until I fell asleep. Well great fucking job you did there. And even when you were awake it was more of a one sided conversation than anything. I'd talk, and you'd be distracted by the TV, or by something else on the internet, not really giving me any bit of your attention. If you really think about me 90% of the time then why can't you spare a portion of it actually communicating with me outside of the occasional text?