another one of those days ~!~

up
down
up up
down
up
down
nothing

nothing
nothing
nothing

it always ends in nothingness
emptiness

as if my soul has been hollowed
emotions simply carved away

one moment in tears
the next in unexplainable rage
followed again by a bout of tears
brought upon by trivial matters
those same matters once again inciting anger
so on and so forth
until ultimately ending in apathy


a day where i feel myself reverting back to old habits
old thoughts
old behaviors

it's a difficult cycle to break