school work ~?~

i've forgotten what it feels like to be a productive student
i cannot even bring myself to attend class

accomplish my readings on time

study for exams

put forth any effort towards anything class related

it all began in high school

when i discovered i could get by by doing almost nothing

and simply got worse in college

when the realization that i could do even less dawned on me

those classes are began skipping freshman year grew

and once you head down that path there is no recovering

i grew accustomed to staying out all night

accomplishing minimal school work during the afternoon

and never, never attending class

i feel that this is something i should fix

and yet every night i tell myself i will attend class the next day

the morning comes, but i never reach the classroom