jealous ~!~

i cannot help but be envious of her
you two have grown closer than you and i have
and yet we have more history
have known each other longer

it seems that after all the hard times we had
the rough nights
the anger, the upsetness
you distanced yourself nearly entirely
and consumed the time once spent with me with her

if you don't want to hang out with me
and would rather engulf your time with her than go right ahead
you don't deserve my time anyways