fuck you ~!~

and the feeling is no longer mutual

cycling between thoughts
between people

one day it's you
another it's him
and now, neither
tomorrow, both?

time's elapsed
weeks have been spent fantasizing over one
days over the other
always someone
someone
until now

an entire summer spent
allowing my imagination to run rampant
no longer do i desire someone
as i had in those days


what i desire now is something else entirely
something i have yet to experience
with a someone i have yet to meet

the future involves change
my future involves change
needs change
will change