sobriety is not overrated ~!~

this break from my usual college routine is doing my body, and my mind, great. those constant mood changes from a couple months back are almost completely gone.
i feel stabilized,
almost.
in control.

losing control, every now and then, can be a good thing.
losing control every night and every day only destroyed me.

disrupted my ability to function
to manage my emotions
my relationships
to focus on what i truly care about

sobriety is not a bad thing
nor is inebriation
but life needs a mixture of both


this summer has shown me i can have fun without alcohol
with drugs
without a party every night